I HAVE HAD IT! I am officially tired of my life as I know it. For too long I have “wanted” to change my ways: exercise more, lose weight, eat better, watch less television, get out more, travel, and the list goes on…..
I mean, I want to change….don’t I? Why wouldn’t we all like to live the best life possible?
I always start with great enthusiasm, but it never lasts. I know….you’ve heard it all before. So have I.
Like everyone else, I want a happier and more fulfilling life….without having to expend much energy doing so. Can’t you just wake up one morning and, poof, your life is how you want it to be? If only……
I think I’ve finally realized that if I want my life to improve I have to put some effort into it.
Wow…I just read that sentence back. I can’t believe it’s taken me this many years to realize that. Shouldn’t that be common sense?
I have made “New Years Resolutions” every year of my adult life. I don’t think I’ve ever finished any of them. Well, except for the ones I wrote down that I “knew” I could/would follow through with: like my trip to England back in 2008. I had already made the reservations for the trip before the new year. So, really, in my mind, it truly doesn’t count. But, good try, Tina!!
For 2010 I did things a little differently. Instead of the same list of things I always write down for my resolutions, I really thought about what I wanted to accomplish this year and made my list accordingly. It was a completely doable, realistic list.
It is now May 2010 and I have accomplished 1 item on that list so far: I ran in my first 5K race last Saturday. It was a fantastic experience and I cannot wait to do it again! However, I have not even started on anything else on that list and we are almost at the half year mark!
Also, a friend posted before and after photos of herself yesterday to show her weight loss progress. She looks fantastic! She said she’s been doing a “Biggest Loser” type program since February 2010. She said she still has weight to lose, but I think she looks great!! I’m so proud of her!!!
That started me thinking….what the heck have I been doing since February? Yes, I have been training to run in the 5K. But, can I honestly say I was putting forth maximum effort? Or, was I doing the minimum to be able to complete the race? I’ll have to choose the latter.
On top of that, even though I am now running 3 times a week, I have only lost 5 lbs since I started running. Shouldn’t the weight have dropped off me since I wasn’t really doing anything before that? Well, if you don’t change your eating habits, NO, the weight will not go away just by exercising!! You really do need to do both.
So, today I am going to start “putting forth effort” towards accomplishing my goals and getting my life back on track to where I want it to be. In doing so, I am going to start by listing my current weight, which I have never said publicly before: 170.5 lbs. Yep, it’s true. This is tragic because I am only 5’2″.
I’ve tried for years to keep a diary but have never been consistent. So, this blog is my diary. And, I’m making it public. What am I thinking?? Only time will tell!